One of the things that has bothered me the most is being diagnosed this close to the Christmas season. I worry that my children will only remember me being sick this year or that their whole Christmas will be overshadowed by this. I also worry that there will be no money left for gifts as we don't have insurance. All of this plus dozens of other concerns weigh heavy on my husband's and my mind.
Last night I went to get a movie and on the way back I was listening to 95.5 which is all Christmas music. I sang along with a few of the jolly songs and then "Do You Hear What I Hear" came one. It's not an overly remarkable song, but it caught my attention.
I realized that of all the seasons of the year to face this, now is the most encouraging. This is a season of hope, love and joy. People are a little friendlier. All around us are reminders of the Savior in music, art and stories. Luke Chapter 2 is one of my favorite books of scripture. So feel free to watch the video of Josh Groban singing "O Holy Night" and be thankful for the Savior who was born to save us all.
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Lisa
I was gunna' say, this might have been the perfect time (if there is such a thing) to get sick. It's hard to get down during the holiday season, unless you were already prone to be depressed. But we all know, that's NOT you! You're a great MOM and you have GREAT kids. If this year runs a little skint, presents wise, feel comfort in knowing that as great as your children are, they would rather have the gift of a healthy Mom than something that they will most likely be cast off within a year or two! You and Damon are positive people, and I don't think the holidays, for you and your family, are going to suffer. Sure, things could be better, but you're here, you're "fixable", and all will turn out well!!!
ReplyDeleteOn that subject, what would Kaely's little buddy Ethan like for Christmas. I get my loan and grant pretty soon and the Boo-ster and I are going SHOPPING! You guys can go to, if you like! Maybe grab a little lunch, or something evil like a Cinnabon!!! Those can "fix" ANYTHING!!!
Luv ya Chicklette!
Karen
Your kids will always remember you for the mom that you are now and always. The time of year will not matter. XO
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